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From my pictures... Whitnee at the park. The weather has been sooo nice that Whitnee and I have gotten out and about ever day last week. This week however is rainy they are expecting 3+ inches of rain in the next couple of days

Outside my window...... it's dark and I see lighting ever once and a while

I am thinking.... about what God has in store for our little family. With the thoughts of expanding our family, and just other stuff that He is sturring in our hearts.

I am thankful..... that God is always there. He is going to send us in the right direction as long as we trust him

From the kitchen....I need to load the dishwasher... boo

I am creating..... nothing at the moment

I am remembering.... to be patient with Whitnee.








I am going...... to see the Hunger Games this week soo excited! If you havn't read the books I recommend you do, they are so goo!

I am reading..... Pretty Little Liars book 6

I am hoping.... that God gives us a clear answer on what and when

I am hearing...... Whitnee in the bath. She sure does love it!

Around the house.... we have a slide in the living room. HAHA Whitnee wanted to go outside and play today but with the rain we just couldn't and well with the rain coming in for the next couple of days I was hoping it would help her understand we can't go out, and keep her entertained.

One of my favorite things.... being a mommy! I love when Whitnee wakes up and looks at me and tells me good morning. :D

Pondering these words...... no words in my head right now :D

A few plans for the rest of the week.....today was my besties birthday so hopefully we can go out and celebrate tomorrow, then tomorrow is my moms birthday so we are taking her to dinner on Wednesday. Thursday I'm going to see The Hunger Games and then Friday night we get to go to Michaels parents house. It's a busy week for us.

Scared To Post

So I've been so scared to post something about this topic for some time. Fear of what people might say but what ever. I've created this blog as a place to let things out of my head so I don't worry about them. Well Michael and I have decided that next month we are going to stop preventing from getting prego. We are very excited about that but what I've been scared to talk about is the fact that we are planning on doing a home water birth. I want to experance what God has designed me for. I had a great hospital experance with Whitnee, thankfully my water broke and then I got my EPI so I didn't feel any of the hard pitocin contractions. I've done so much reasearch on home births vs. hospital births, Michael and I feel like this is a great choice. We have even already talk to a midwife and have fallen in love with her. I feel like God has sent her to us. She is such a sweet lady and a joy to speak with.. haha Joy is cactually her name. I look forward to being able to lean on my husband for support and then the other people I have asked to be around me during the time we do have the baby. I'm looking forward to seeing what God has in store for us and how his plan works out in our lives. I am also excited to share this journey with Whitnee. Michael and I have already shared the pregnacy part togeather, and it'll be something new for Whitnee. She is such a little mommy already and has already told me she wants there to be a baby in mommies tummy. :D I have no doubt she will be an amazing big sister! I however worry about having 2 kids to take care of and how I will do it all, with little sleep in the beginning, but many woman have done it all have survived. So I know ask that you keep my family in your prayers and we go forward in this journey. Pray that we make all the right decisions and everything works out like we hope it will.

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From my pictures... This is what happens when we spend the afternoon running around and then go to the park. :D

Outside my window...... It's cold and rainy. It has been so nice recently and now it's cold again but hey by next week it should be in the upper 70's again.

I am thinking.... that I've got to get back on my work out routine, Michael and I want to start trying to have another little one and I would like to be in better shape and doing stuff that I can do when preggo to keep my weight down. When I was preggo with Whitnee I didn't gain very much so that would be the plan with the next one.

I am thankful..... that I can have kids still. Whitnee is such a blessing and I look forward to having another one for her to play with.

From the kitchen.... dinner is still sitting on the counter. :D

I am creating..... umm.. I don't really think I'm creating anything right now.. well I guess you can count list of books I wanna get on my nook.

I am remembering.... that God is in control. I just have to learn to trust him

I am going...... to... umm... I dunno LOL

I am reading..... Pretty Little Liars still. the 5th book in the series

I am hoping.... that the Midwife we went and talked to Tuesday Night is the right one for us. Michael and I really liked her and now we just wait. :D

I am hearing...... the TV Michael and Whitnee are watching a movie

Around the house.... there is little Whitnee messes

One of my favorite things.... planning events.. My sweet little Princess will be 3 in 2 months. It's so crazy! Where has the time gone?

Pondering these words...... the lyrics from a NEEDTOBREATHE song. :D It means so much to me now

A few plans for the rest of the week.... tomorrow I'll clean house, then Sat we get to go to Michaels parents house to celebrate the many March birthdays. :D

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From my pictures... How in the world can she be 3 in 2 months! Seems like just yesterday we found out we were having a sweet little girl

Outside my window...... It's cloudy and the it's getting colder. Yesterday it was almost 80 and today it's in the 50's and getting colder. I'm so ready for the spring warm weather but not ready for the storms that come with it. We've already had one storm come through thankfully it wasn't all that bad. However Branson where we vacation all the time was hit. :( However they think they will be able to clean up and get every thing ready for there peak season.

I am thinking.... about expanding our family! Michael and I are looking at many different options since my insurance doesn't cover maternity care. :( We are even looking at doing a home birth and are going to talk to a Midwife on Tuesday. I really can't wait to talk to her and see where this takes us. Keep us in your prayers that we will find the best way to expand our family. We are so ready to give Whitnee a sibling!

I am thankful..... for a supporting Husband. When I mentioned the at home birth idea to Michael he was open to learn more about it. he knows that I'm not 100% sure on what I wanna do, but he is supporting me!

From the kitchen.... Michael did the dishes after supper last night so it's pretty much clean

I am creating..... a list of questions for the midwife we are meeting.

I am remembering.... That God has everything under control. He will provide for us no matter what.

I am going...... to finish getting ready for my sister baby shower tomorrow. She will be having her baby in just a couple of weeks and I can't wait!

I am reading..... the 4th book in the Pretty Little Liars Series.

I am hoping.... hmm.. what am I hoping.. hoping that God will help us make the right decision on expanding our family

I am hearing......the birds outside the window chirping. Love it!

Around the house.... I have an almost 3 yr old what do you think it looks like. :D

One of my favorite things.... my NOOK! I've had it for a week and have already read 4 books.. guess that means I've been Lazy. LOL Actually it's partially that but also that it's soo easy to read on.

Pondering these words...... yet again I have no great words that I've been pondering

A few plans for the rest of the week..... Brit's baby shower tomorrow morning, going to the Browns for dinner tomorrow night and then church on Sunday. Should be a fun weekend!